🕊️ blessings, amarynth, i remember climbing through that day.  my stepdaughter took hold of my hand & said, let’s join him for lunch.  his favourites—let’s make all of them, let’s put candles everywhere & play his favourite music while we make it, but first, let’s put his favourite flowers on the table, & scatter petals all around the table & floor.  & after dinner let’s read his favourite poems  & then share our best our very best memories.

my stepdaughter can no longer be with me for every birthday but she & her father help me prepare & enjoy every sip every sound every morsel.

dear AHH, thank you for laith & nima.  i cannot help but envision sisi in a dry lonely park doing his very best to walk like an egyptian.

laith mentioned in several interviews his disinterest in empire’s death throws…telling us he’s abandoned all interest in its ‘leftover left’.   i hope, dear garland, understands it’s not personal…i pray laith will (even though missiles are flying) reach across to garland & his audience, similar in a small degree to the boiling egyptians & jordanians, all of us spilling in a rush to change.  we do after all see the dawning, the new multinodal world, its light hoping to vanquish the mushroom clouds.

🕊️ thank you, dear AHH, for all that you do to navigate our voyage through armageddon.

rats are leaving empire’s aircraft carrier, even modi, even erdogan, city ought to arrive @ the dock soon, its refrain cannot be far off…for you such a deal.  such days as these, will it arrive before or after the first nuke?

when i was in junior high i spent lunch hour & most afternoons after school as well as weekends in a bomb shelter with friends.  i had just moved from the country to the city.   i was too skinny to be considered attractive, i knew nothing, horses & some horse sense that was it, my family had no connections, somewhat predictably  i ‘fell’ into a circle of others also recently arrived: one from venezuela, caracas; indescribably beautiful with a stun gun wit.  one from beirut, also devastating but soft, with eyes & a smile to wilt snakes & vault the rest of us to experience love & peace @ first sight.  another was from tel aviv, beautiful also, in features similar to my friend from beirut, but possessing a completely different power.  all were wealthy, i was not.  all well travelled, i was not.   laying on the grass reading the clouds while my horse grazed was really all i knew for sure.  initially, horses were the only thing we had in common.  the afternoons spent in the ridiculous bomb shelter, built to qualm the fears of the universally acknowledged crazy mother from tel aviv (the first zionist i’d ever met)…we 4 began to try & make sense of our world.

venezuela—so different then; said to be perfection to match toynbee’s remembrances of cambodia.   beirut too, described then as the most beautiful city in the world & (with one obvious abstention), agreed by all convened a city to return to as often as possible, & to regret to ever leave, a treasure irreplaceable & unmatched.  & tel aviv, new, modern, nothing much, cafes, but none to match those in either beirut or caracas.  slightly bigger & only slighter more attractive than calgary, alberta, canada…lacking its mountains & fine long views.

dispersed.  seeds, seemingly spent, awaiting the fires to ignite rebirth.   🕊️

thank you, dear AHH.   i regret i project dreams.   rose coloured.  i deeply appreciate your gentle shepherd’s hook.  🕊️

the televised side show has effectively focused debate to a sporting event, the age & criminal character of the 2 contenders, extinguishing critical investigation which might if allowed indite past actions—or expose the puppetmaster of both.

for decades city has planted stupid people in every country it owns.  stupidity connects the wiring throughout empire’s network.  keep the population focused on the inconsequential, the inane & absurd thereby enabling empire to continue its plunder unimpeded.  a drugged, dull, distracted people are incapable of coalescing or becoming a mob.  revolution takes decades & requires a group supremely patient,  covert, wise, intelligent, resourceful & silently telepathically connected to escape detection whilst steadfastly undermining, infiltrating to enliven, awaken empire’s methodically indoctrinated somnolent zombies.

🕊️  so true, dear cronetoo, our beloved AHH teaches, informs, illuminates & guides us through with the ease of a heaven sent emissary.  we are blessed indeed.  bless you, dear AHH, & thank you God!  🕊️

“the US intelligence service is on the verge of using…”  they’ve perfected its use on their own & are now confident in its effective prowess.