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    Lawless are they that make their wills their law… Shakespeare.

    Under the Gun

    Once upon a time I lived with you,
    The best of friends, we were tried and true.
    Now the tide has turned and the war’s begun,
    Nothing’s the same when you’re under the gun.

    I did everything I possibly could,
    Went out of my way far more than I should.
    Remained to the end when you’d been shunned,
    How easy to forget when you’re under the gun.

    Took you to the mountain, took you to the sea,
    Tried to understand why you always disagree.
    Put you together when you came undone,
    But it makes no difference when you’re under the gun.

    Now with hindsight it seems so clear,
    All the things that you said were just a veneer;
    Tied up and tangled in the lies that you spun,
    Nothing makes sense when you’re under the gun.

    In the shadow of doom my heart it mends.
    I know I’ll be strong by the time it all ends.
    Thought I’d seen everything under the sun…
    Till the day I found myself under the gun.

    Dimitar
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    The Madness of my Mind

    Today I escaped the madness of
    my mind. Why should I fear the
    thing I always wanted and expected?

    I entered this prison of the world
    not knowing what I had stolen,
    until I left of my own free will, and
    found the sweetness of Soul within.

    Though the world strikes and strains
    at my temper, none can encroach upon
    the inner form of that sacred place!

    Dimitar
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    Thank you, I am only too happy to share whatever comes through. Words like yours make it all worthwhile, dear ‘butterfly’.

    Dimitar
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    The King’s Servant

    beware the highwaymen;
    those who block the path to God,
    raining death and destruction

    do not intervene
    but quietly remove yourself
    from their evil reach

    having drunk the poison
    I lie cocooned in the robe
    of my body

    turning disbelief
    into belief; make way for
    the King’s servant!

     

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    you are a song, a song of love
    forged in a sacred vale;
    a song set free over hills and lea
    and carried on ocean gales

    you are a song, an ancient song
    sung in heaven’s bright fields
    forgotten in haste when shown the waste,
    the door behind you sealed

    you are a song, a doleful song,
    a tune so biting and thin –
    the piper unfurls his loneliest skirls,
    welcoming travellers in

    you are a song, a by-gone song
    of memories that reappear,
    a flower so fey in autumn’s bouquet
    with winter drawing near

    you are a song, a song that soothes,
    after the verdict is in
    a song that survives through countless lives
    surrendered like ashes to wind

    you are a song, a song that soars,
    o’er whistling peaks and plateaus,
    high up above the dream of the dove,
    where only the eagle goes

    you are a song, a nameless song
    a splendour that daily grows,
    a song unsung, an unspoken tongue,
    that only the heart may know…

     

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    to bear this suffering,
    I have sacrificed hundreds
    of precious lives

    traps set for the
    pure of heart eventually entrap
    the trap setter

    listen to the tale of
    my broken heart but do not
    cry for my wounds

    if your life is nothing
    but a tangle of thorns
    be as single-minded as the thorn
    in your longing and so turn
    them into fragrant flowers

    Dimitar
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    How History tends to echo!

    How indeed.

    death results when war
    breaks out between opposites;
    pride comes before a fall

    Dimitar
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    AHH, such Christian virtue, lol.

    The process of poetry writing is never predictable, but rather, like the adage, “Music plays the musician” takes its own, often unpredictable course.  “The Torturer” is one such poem, which took its own turns and makes no moral judgement of either protagonist, rather presents the scene as is, with the end offering the victim a glimmer of grace, with the surrendering of one’s fate to the Divine quality of mercy, having done an act of good, ie; offering his remains to the dogs, so that at least one of God’s creatures may fill their bellies, and thus benefit from “a life gone awry”, a wasted life. (I realised after writing, that this outcome takes its cue from the character Kabushige, in Clavell’s Shogun, who similarly tried to “save his life”, playing both sides and losing it in the process.)

    Whatever the crime, whether of the  “those fettered to the world do not survive”, variety, or having fallen ineluctably into the hands of those like Torquemada for having gotten on the wrong side of the powers that be, or even paying the ultimate price for having chosen bad company, I suspect we’ve all at one time or another been in the position of victim such as described in the poem, and maybe also even torturer. In the end there is only Divine Mercy and Love.

    Dimitar
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    Hi, All. I took a little time out of my schedule this week past to write the following poem. I have added the second poem, to alleviate the somewhat dark mood of the first. Love in Spirit to you all, D.

    bye bye sun,
    It’s been a fine day,
    but now the night’s turn has come

    lay down your fiddle,
    lay down your bow,
    hark to the beat of the drum…

    The Torturer

    A skeleton dances a dance macabre,
    Atop the fevered, blood-spattered skull;
    As the torturer fingers a gleaming barb,
    His quarry’s head limp, eyes glazed and dull…

    O’ torturer, o’ torturer, how fast do I fade,
    How deliberate your stride, how so undismayed;
    Your’s the sting of the whip and the bite of the blade,
    Mine to concede how I’ve been played.

    ’Tis not I, o’ wretch, the hand that lays waste;
    ’Tis not I sought counsel of fools and ingrates.
    ’Tis not I that ravaged the innocent and chaste,
    ’Tis not I that chanced to tempt the all-fates.

    O’ torturer, o’ torturer, oh so on point,
    Were I none the wiser, were I so adroit;
    My body to the dogs, my soul to anoint,
    O’ grant me this mercy, that I may exploit!

    Black is the craw of a life gone awry;
    A dying man’s wish I’Il not deign to deny.
    Know that your road I’ll thus fortify…
    Wherever tears flow there mercy flows nigh!

    07 05 2024

    Craw; a less common word for crop, archaic

     

    Mercy

    Mercy marks thy way with ease,
    When all else tried but failed the test.
    Soiled pride bends the knee
    And disappears to take its rest.

    Mercy marks thy way with poise,
    When angry face, no longer red –
    Tired of its endless ploys,
    And temper tried, is put to bed.

    Mercy marks thy way with grace,
    With all resistance fading fast;
    That foiled fear takes its place,
    And new winged life be born at last.

    Mercy marks thy way with peace,
    When all forbearance comes undone.
    And all love’s ways that are Thy Ways
    Reveal their shining face as one!

    HUuu

     

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    Dear friends, many thanks; may I offer this

    Tanka (dedicated to the faithful trio);

    in loving you,
    this “I” I am, becomes
    alive and transparent
    to the Divine Impulse
    and fill’d with beauty

    Dimitar
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    Dear friends, I am staring down the barrel of an upcoming crossing of swords, and will need every ounce of strength, wit and focus I can muster. I will therefore return here to the Cornucopia in approximately a month’s time, at the latest. Apologies for the cryptic preamble, but at this point, the less said the better. In the meantime, I will leave you with this extended poem, a veiled, albeit thinly, recounting of an encounter with one of those beings that are caught between the worlds, and which, as it turned out, I was destined to move on (to where ever it needed to be )… Thanks all for enduring my company thus far.

    The Demon In The Room

    I awoke that night in a cold dark sweat,
    My head pounding, my body wet.
    It was plain to see I was some kind of threat
    To the demon in the room, so hard beset!

    I’d been running at length and needed too rest,
    To regain my strength and get back to my best.
    “Rooms are all full”, she said, off the cuff,
    “‘Cept for one out back, if you’re desperate enough.”

    Now, I’m seeing double, my head in a spin,
    There’s the strangest feeling in the room I’m in;
    Cedar smoke I remember, and the deathly cold,
    Before suddenly waking in a full chokehold!

    I could feel its hatred, its murderous will,
    Its suffocating grip as it went for the kill;
    The pall was heavy and cold as lead,
    In the room with the demon on top of my head!

    Thus enwreathed, I held off doom,
    Struggling to breathe in the twilight gloom;
    Far away a mighty host
    Heard the cry; O’ Holy Ghost!

    Out of the whirling, blinding moil,
    For a moment then, the thing recoiled;
    I seized the respite and began to declare,
    The most sacred of names and pure of prayers!

    Looking for a place to lay my head,
    I stumbled onto a succubus instead;
    No one had ever made it through a single night,
    No one had ever had the stomach for a fight!

    As the night wore on, my strength increased;
    Its assaults were absorbed and then released.
    It had no answer to the Holy Name;
    No trespass offering, no blood payment came.

    By dawn its world had been displaced,
    Its bed despoiled, its bower disgraced;
    Finally accepting all that it feared,
    With an angry fist it disappeared.

    I slept the next day and all the next night,
    I slept like a babe till the morning light.
    When at last they came with water and bread;
    “Can’t believe you’re alive”, was all they said.

    Well, the moon was high on the night they wed,
    Till her lover was killed in this very bed.
    On him she stored what wealth she had,
    In days long gone, before these last so bad…

    I’d been running at length and needed to rest,
    Regain my strength, get back to my best.
    “This one’s on the house”, she said in her way,
    As I thanked her and left, blessing the day.

    Dimitar
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    Becca Stevens and the Secret Trio*; “California” Written by Paul Curerri, arrangement Becca Stevens and Michael League

    * Bitola’s own Ismail Lumanovski on Clarinet

    Becca Stevens – “I’ve known about Paul Curerri’s music for a long time, and this song has always been my favorite of his. I learned how to play the guitar part a few years ago and made a demo of it for a friend of mine as a gift. During the early stages of this album I threw this in my “writing scraps” folder just for fun. I was surprised to hear that Michael not only knows Paul’s music as well, but that Michael’s brother grew up playing music with Paul. Due to injuries, Paul Curreri is no longer able to play these songs himself, and it was very important to Michael and I that we do this arrangement justice. We love the contrast between California’s normal idealized identity as the land of hope and opportunity and Paul’s biting lyrics about the emptiness in the struggle.”

     

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    I’ve lifted the following four short poems from The Saker’s
    Moveable Feast Cafe, circa January, 2021. The lines flowed
    forth from a number of friends who took up my suggested
    exercise of writing a short poem about love.

    teranam 13

    Love as a Verb

    Love is not trite –
    beats not its own drum –
    silently does what needs
    to be done.

    At times it is tough
    doing what’s best,
    When Robin kicks
    Junior, out of the nest

    Anonymous

    love’s homework

    how fine are these new verses two
    that do what’s right for me and you

    and love cannot be trite
    manifesting God’s might

    perfection is all too alone
    the fledgeling robin’s flown

    onto my garden bower
    singing to every flower

    roses are red and violets are blue,
    two’s company and three are too!

    ioan

    I’d like to be there
    fly around and sing
    and that, from all
    my love and heart

    forgetting sadness, tears,
    the loneliness in night

    when, at the end at least,
    everything is light,
    when the residents will be
    only kids like you and me.

    Dimitar

    love is sincere, love is true,
    love is the best medicine for you

    sometimes bitter, sometimes sweet,
    sometimes it’ll knock you off your feet

    and just when you think you’ve used it all up…
    love will appear and fill your cup!

    Dimitar
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    OK, time for some humour, originally written for one of my children, lol;

    Things Used to Smell So Bad

    things used to smell so bad,
    but now it’s just as well;
    you know I’m kinda glad,
    I’ve lost my sense of smell

    things used to smell so bad,
    every time I tried,
    to be your Galahad,
    I almost bloody died!

    things used to be so bad,
    that old familiar smell;
    would find its way to me,
    someone it knew so well

    things used to smell so bad,
    I’d end up outa synch;
    far worse than compost bins,
    or even kitchen sinks

    things used to smell so bad,
    I had to run away,
    it used to make me sad,
    ‘round three or four each day

    things used to smell so bad,
    but now it’s just as well;
    you know I’m kinda glad,
    I’ve lost my sense of smell!

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    destiny determines the
    conditions at one’s birth,
    free will is what we do
    with those conditions

    no man is ever
    completely right,
    nor is any man
    ever completely wrong

    forget the world, become the
    king and ruler of your own life

    love is not a matter of belief,
    but of demonstration

    a hairsbreadth of difference
    divides heaven and earth

    those who love me
    love me for what I am,
    those who hate me
    hate me for what I am not

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