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    the man of wisdom chooses to be last,
    by so doing, he becomes first of all

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    How could I know longing
    would drive me out of my mind like this,

    Making  my heart a place of suffering
    and turning my eyes into a raging river?

    Rumi

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    the Word transforms
    the doubtful seeker into
    the incandescent
    lover of God

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    St Paul spoke of “dying daily”.  I understand his words to mean letting go of today as we must prepare for tomorrow, which will be another day, another moment, which we cannot experience fully if we’re laden with the baggage of today. Blake spoke of “kissing the joy as it flies”, in order to “live in eternity’s sunrise”. Taking this thought to its logical conclusion by the time we reach physical death we should be perfectly prepared to yield up the human body, that friend we’ve come to know so well. Rumi spoke of “loving the grainy taste of this world”, just as he’s “preparing to leave it”, and so it is, my friends, the Divine Being willed it this way; listen and live in the moment, live it fully with its joy or with its sorrow, or else suffer.

    The Divine has Its own special way with Soul, there is no half measure and there is no turning back. Surrender everything you own and IT will reply with everything It has; come, Soul and enter that strange celestial ecstasy of that inner connection that none may know save within the deepest inner recesses of Self or Being. You will never be the same! Few will recognise a change in you though they may sense or feel it, but you will never want again, you will simply understand and know that everything you may require, need or deem necessary for the Divine work will come to you. You will need to master patience, be prepared to listen to the inner guidance and to pace yourself and to do the required work, according to your own talents, style and tempo.

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    to be or not to be;
    to see or not to see,
    to know or not to know…
    it’s all up to me

    to fly or crawl or swim,
    not up to her or he
    nor she nor it nor him
    it’s all up to me

    to sing or laugh or cry
    to sigh or weep or moan
    not up to how or why
    but up to me alone

    to be or not to be
    to see or not to see
    to know or not to know…
    it’s all up to me

     

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    Jano, oh, Jano lele, My Beloved
    My dewy, my Jano (mori), a clover
    Ayyy, my dewy, my Jano (mori), a clover
    You are passing by, my Jano (mori), you are leaving
    You are not talking to me, nor do you smile
    Ah, you are not talking to me, nor do you smile
    They asked me, my Jano (mori), the craftsmen
    what have you cooked/prepared for them, Jano, for dinner.
    Sometimes a pie”, my Bey/Beg, sometimes chicken
    this night, my Bey/Beg, I cooked a young Lamb
    Ayyy, from two mothers fed, my Bey/Beg

    This rudimentary translation gives the context somewhat. It is a song from the time of the Ottoman occupation, when the Ottoman’s would take the healthiest and brightest children, the most beautiful young women for themselves etc. The boys would often become Janissaries while the girls bear the children of the Turks. It appears to be a song about one’s beloved who has been taken (either willingly or by force) by the Bey, or Beg ( the “chieftan” or, “man of means”…) while the lover is left bereft and alone.

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    Two Versions of the beautiful Macedonian song, “Jano Mori”;

    Jano Sevdalino; Bilja Krstić

    Shot in Macedonia featuring the famous submerged church, and Macedonian actress Jana Stojanovska

    And the late, inimitable Toše Proeski; “Jano Mori”

     

     

     

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    lighting up the sky,
    the nightjar’s luminous wake;
    reaching for the stars

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    From This Mountaintop

    All the suns and the planets, the moons and the stars,
    Held aloft in the heavens like so many props;
    Plot their well-thought out courses and write their memoirs,
    I can see it all so clearly from this mountaintop.

    All the birds of the air and the creatures of earth,
    Scarpering and scampering, they clamber and hop;
    In life and in death they live out their worth,
    I can see it all so clearly from this mountaintop.

    All the troubles and the turmoil and the waves of unrest,
    All the famines and the wars that are fought non-stop;
    Nothing more and no less than Souls put to the test,
    I can see it all so clearly from this mountaintop.

    All the pleasures and the pains and the tears that you cried,
    All the wins and the losses and the embarrassing flops;
    Served no other purpose than to reave you of pride,
    I can see it all so clearly from this mountaintop.

    All the misstarts and the missteps and the misjudgements too,
    All the half-loves and the half-truths so over the top;
    Painstakingly prepared and then led me to you…
    I can see it all so clearly from this mountaintop!

    19 09 2023

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    Or perhaps,

    morning star;
    after the long dark night,
    hope springs eternal

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    Haiku Sequence

    Morning Star

    spring shower,
    fluttering in a thicket;
    discarded love letter

    heat of the day;
    a fly carelessly swept aside
    meets its maker

    scorched earth;
    a lone yellow wildflower
    lifts it’s fragrant head

    hope springs eternal;
    after the long dark night,
    morning star

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    Agreed, Sudhi. How do you know an enemy from a friend? As soon as your enemy lays eyes on whatever you own of value, he will begin to work on how to take it from you. Man’s vulnerability has always been the means through which shuksters have inveigled themselves into a potential victim’s graces since time immemorial. This is the standard modus operandi the West has used to lay claim, conquer and enslave countless souls. Not only the West has done this of course, they are simply the latest and most destructive clutch of thieves ever. And this is where Russia and it’s allies and friends have finally drawn a line in the sand. Interestingly, this also illustrates the Law of Polarity at work, that is, when one strays too far into hubris, vanity and arrogance, their downfall is already written in the stars, and a corresponding force or power will rise and be the undoing of the former hegemon.

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    Why, indeed, dear friend? As Blake said, “Some are born to sweet delight, some are born to endless night”. Loss, vulnerability and pain ultimately serve to bring us closer to God. I do not think they serve any other purpose than this. An aquaintance from many years ago, the wife of a friend whom I met recently informed me that their beloved daughter had passed away at the age of 40. Despite having two wonderful sons both married with children, the mother has not recovered although life goes on. Macedonians have a saying, “Where God is, no one is.” And so we continue.

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    I have everything
    but without you
    I have nothing

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    The Flowers When I’m Gone

     

    When the cows were in and the sheep accounted for,

    I’d fold your clothes and place them in your drawer.

    An hour after sunset, done with toil and drear,

    Waiting for your footsteps until you finally appear.

     

    In those twilit hours while listening to you sleep,

    I’d sift through countless dreams and bitter would I weep;

    It seems like yesterday, our youthful limbs on fire,

    Learning the ways of love, trembling with desire!

     

    When the northern wind and the frost comes creeping in,

    You’ll make your bed, the bed you’ll be sleeping in.

    Your song I will hear in the wind at dawn,

    Singing through the flowers, the flowers when you’re gone.

     

    Our children they’ve grown with babies two apiece,

    More than a year has passed, my favourite one is Lise.

    I swear I see you in her smile, and eyes both wise and kind,

    But she will grow up far away, while I am here confined.

     

    And now this house is empty, drained of life once sweet,

    I struggle to find some meaning, instead I lose my feet.

    Last week I took a fall that damn near spelled defeat;

    The rain and that roof you never did complete.

     

    Alone here now all sense begins to unravel,

    What dreams are left to dream, what roads left to travel?

    Do you remember love, the day that we were wed,

    Were the promises that we made, simply words we said?

     

    When the northern wind and the frost come creeping in,

    I’ll make my bed, the bed I’ll be sleeping in.

    My song you will hear in the wind at dawn,

    Singing through the flowers, the flowers when I’m gone…

     

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